“why so many posts all of a sudden?” you might ask… well.. Maybe it’s because..
I’M FREE AT LAST!!!
Approximately 7hours ago, I finished my very last exam of my college life. And so as of 7hours ago, I have been an official member of the “Unemployed”. Yea well. It’s frightening and yet liberating at the same time, to be on the precipice of something completely new. It’s frightening to me because I’m afraid that
1) There’s no job out there for me (in these times, who isn’t afraid of this??)
2) The first job I take up ends up becoming a job in which I’m stuck for life
3) I hate my job
Yea you see what I mean? So much to be afraid of. Of course, I know that there’s a lot more to look forward to (like a decent income AT LAST omfg) but fear is pretty much holding me back.
ok FINE. So it isn’t fear that’s holding me back but pure, unadulterated SLOTH. I’ve just been too lazy to get off my ass and update my resume and send it out to the jobs/companies I’ve been interested in for awhile now.
I wish I would get off my behind and do it. I probably will soon enough (tomorrow? hmm) but for now, thoughts of all the various things I want to do whirl around in my head. Like getting this blog officially up and open, for instance. The perfectionistic side of me refuses to let me open this blog before I’m done making a new layout and filling it up with content and all. That really, totally, sucks.
Lots of things to do, but lots of laziness to overcome. Ahhh, will I ever get to all my ‘projects’? Only time will tell…
Oh and a quick update on what I’ve been doing this past week.. NOTHING. That’s right! I’ve stayed at home and done NOTHING! It’s awfully liberating. Try it!
Oh wait. I have been doing something…
I've been doing him
Yea. I wish. You know I love him. Heh. Alright, till the next time..!
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